mo0d swing. again.

mo0d swing.

again.

suddenly i remember what *insert his name here* said.

it happened when i gave him my CV.

"with this results, you aren't supposed to be here. wat penat2 je blaja kat cni.. nnti kne sambung master lg.. why didn't u apply *insert THAT typical course every parents would want for their children, bla3.....*"

that discourages me. a lot.

dh penat nanges dh.

i hate for being such a crybaby.

biomed was my first choice back then.

skang dh 3rd year.

npe tbe2 bru rse cmni?

sh!t.

dh laa exam dekat gle.

*sigh*

tp kan..

bsyukur dpt bi0med..

what if i got my 2nd choice?

(note: 2nd choice= forensic science, usm kk)

probably rite now sy sudah mjadi gila.

their schedule n subjects sgt laa dasat.

dats y forensic sgt g0jes..kan?

anyway,

afiq (he's my younger bro) told me that he got an offer to study in queensland.

i know he will.

he's damn genius after all..

and adik said that it's snowing in moscow.

she's happy and didn't regret going there.

haha.

i thought so..

wat penat je nanges2, kan? hua3..

klaka je..

im proud of u, sis..

b0th of u..u guys r freaking awesome...

i wish i am as smart as them.

damn.

i shouldn't feel this way.

prasaan jahat ini, please go away~~

nk balik umah~~~

isk.

and..by the way,

lagu ni best!

xtau npe tbe2 ske..

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Cinta Terakhir

Aiman

Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....

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as much as i want something to happen..

segalanye ditentukan Tuhan...

kan?

huu~

some dreams were meant to stay as dreams, i guess....

all the best!

nov 3- research meth0d

nov 5- advanced path0logy

nov 8- advanced pharmacol0gy

nov 11- transfusion science n blo0d banking

nov 12- japanese language

nov 17- tissue banking + g0ing home~ wee~♥

i have 2 d0 better this semester...

*sigh*

alin,

i wish i bley jd super rajen mcm u..

dak2 usm,

mai, lea, azahiri, haida, farah, zati, uteh, quzie, siik fung,

mar, reen, nad, kak huda, etc....

all da best! xoxo~

p.s.

lukman,

usah dilayan prasaan itu~

f0kus exam dlu..wakaka~

hakim,

sm0ga gg ko dh x saket lg~ XD

mai,

ganbatte~♥

and lastly...

cJ,

im g0nna sc0re higher than u for research meth0d..♥

markah utk the previous test sungguh x aci ye..

damn it.

*off to study*

eh3...

umi,

I LOVE YOU so so so so so MUCHHHHH~♥

Falling For You

Falling For You

Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but

I think I maybe

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I

Know you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But i’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

I’m trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh

Oh no no

Oooooohhh

Oh I’m fallin’ for you

p.s.

syah, happy birthday~

stay g0jes..

^^

breathe~

Breathe

by taylor swift

I see your face in my mind as I drive away

'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way

People are people and sometimes we change our minds

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see

'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down

Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve

People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend

Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend

Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

taekwondo~!

this is for usm kk students..

sila j0in rmai2 ye..^^