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Sunday, March 24, 2013

Travel back, down that road.


And I thought I would never have to study for exams anymore.



Frankly, the more I learn, the more I realize the less I know.
Which is very good for me.
Although, this also means more troubles are awaiting, considering the situation I'm in.

I really have no idea as to why I've chosen to take the class despite that I've already fulfill my credit requirements. In fact this subject was the one I hated the most back then. 
As if I am done with my lab works. 
As if I have that much free time. 
As if I am not tied to other commitments
And as if I've started writing my thesis. 
I guess it was just me finding ways to get away from the same people, same surroundings or it is simply just me, being stubborn.

So why don't you, dear exam, be easy on me. 


That's the problem with being strong - people think they can say or do anything to you and you’re gonna still be standing, sturdy like a rock. People think that you’re never going to be sad, people think that you’re never going need them to be there for you, people expect you to be there for them round the clock even though you have your own battles to fight. That’s the problem with being strong.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Intoxication.



I'm freaking out for tomorrow's paper.
It's Toxicology.
I don't even know what I have read.
I can't even remember what I've memorized.
And..all those examples are just too much.
:'(

And now I can't even sleep.
I don't know what has gotten into me.
:'( :'(

Gomen ne.
:'(
:'(
:'(

Monday, November 8, 2010

[ hope ]




..or rather, be nicer. ;))


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

おねがい~





Please..Let everything be okay.

おねがいします~!


Tuesday, October 26, 2010

OSPE oh OSPE!


I am never good in OSPE.
I have never got an A-, let alone an A.
and tomorrow there's an OSPE for Microbiology, Immunology and Pathology.
All at once.


*sigh sigh*





When you are dreaming with a broken heart,
waking up is the hardest part.



Tuesday, June 8, 2010

*sigh*





if this is not frustrating, then i don't know what is.



Saturday, April 24, 2010

sweetness overload~

ini super sweet oh!



sila klik untuk tumbesaran...




he is not really my friend.

tp xtau nape sgt hepi bce wall post tu.

haha!

encik tuan pnye wall post, sila jgn marah! XD

and...facebook, i love u even more~!


hm..i should get back to my notes..

10++ topics to go~

T_T


haematology, please be easy~





Thursday, November 12, 2009

日本語 の テスト~ (part II)






exam jepun td sgt ssh.


ssh gle.



duh.



the questi0ns are too much.


*sigh*


mne laa sempat nk jwb.


isk.



sedey yg amat.


and they said they are regretting taking Japanese Language.


i won't.


it is something i like.


ok.


i don't like it.


i LOVE it.


so... wlwpun xleh jwb, i am n0t going to say i hate it.



bestnye klw leh dpt result el0k.



i am n0t expecting to get a go0d result.





i am hoping for one.



*can't wait to go h0me*


日本語 の テスト~




これから 日本語 の テステ でう。

にほんご の べんきょう は むずかし です が おもしろい です。

すき です。。^^

だから、がんばります!


jap lg....exam bhasa jep0n...

wlwpun bhasa jep0n sgt ssh, tp sgt best..

sy sgt ske! ^^

so, i'll do my best!


x0xo~



Sunday, November 1, 2009

mo0d swing. again.






mo0d swing.
again.



suddenly i remember what *insert his name here* said.
it happened when i gave him my CV.
"with this results, you aren't supposed to be here. wat penat2 je blaja kat cni.. nnti kne sambung master lg.. why didn't u apply *insert THAT typical course every parents would want for their children, bla3.....*"

that discourages me. a lot.
dh penat nanges dh.
i hate for being such a crybaby.
biomed was my first choice back then.
skang dh 3rd year.

npe tbe2 bru rse cmni?
sh!t.
dh laa exam dekat gle.
*sigh*


tp kan..
bsyukur dpt bi0med..
what if i got my 2nd choice?
(note: 2nd choice= forensic science, usm kk)
probably rite now sy sudah mjadi gila.
their schedule n subjects sgt laa dasat.
dats y forensic sgt g0jes..kan?



anyway,
afiq (he's my younger bro) told me that he got an offer to study in queensland.
i know he will.
he's damn genius after all..

and adik said that it's snowing in moscow.
she's happy and didn't regret going there.
haha.
i thought so..
wat penat je nanges2, kan? hua3..
klaka je..
im proud of u, sis..
b0th of u..u guys r freaking awesome...


i wish i am as smart as them.
damn.
i shouldn't feel this way.


prasaan jahat ini, please go away~~

nk balik umah~~~
isk.




and..by the way,

lagu ni best!

xtau npe tbe2 ske..



+++++++++++


Cinta Terakhir
Aiman


Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....



+++++++++++




as much as i want something to happen..
segalanye ditentukan Tuhan...
kan?

huu~



some dreams were meant to stay as dreams, i guess....




Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Thank You, Allah..

yay! my results are better than expected.. alhamdulillah.. i am so happy..
yay! (repeat 1000 times.lol.)

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however, it is such a dissapointment since i got B+ for Advanced Immunology. i like this subject so much.

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well, i should blame no one but myself.. but still, i am blaming the exam schedule..and myself, of course. haha! well, it doesn't matter anymore.. i'll work harder for next semester.. that's all i can do.

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umi and abah are definitely happy with my results. i guess that's enough for me. i couldn't ask for more. hopefully this is not a dream.. this is just perfect. too perfect.. =)
Thank You, Allah..

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so..here's a tag from kak FateN..


1.Apa Perasaan Anda Sekarang?
super happy..^^

2.Saya nak makan?
cheese cake!


3.Saya tak suka?
sm0kers...

4.Impian saya?
i'm n0t going 2 let u kn0w..=b

5.Haiwan yang saya tak suka?
cats...

6.Saya harapkan?
i'll get better results 4 next semester..i know i can do it! XD

7.Jika boleh putarkan masa?
i w0n't..

8.Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
who knows?

9.Handphone saya adalah sebuah?
n73 n w300i yg sy sgt syg...

10.Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
countless..haha..kiddin!

11.Saya suka pada?
this guy..


12.Kawan-kawan saya..?
a gift from Allah...

13.Pernah dikhianati?
yes.

14.Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap orang yang mengkhianati anda?
i don't give a damn about it..

Senaraikan 8 orang untuk di Tag
anyone...XD


Saturday, April 4, 2009

....rand0mness....


i'm sick of the lecture n0tes ady.. *sigh*




but then..what else can i d0? i havent start revision for micr0biology & pharmac0logy yet.. th0se subjects are the toughest for dis sem.. i guess m0lecular bi0logy was not as difficult as them.. really? haha..i did badly for molecular bi0logy last sem..dr.shaharum must b very sad..if i were him, i wud be very dissap0inted.. never mind..i dun wan 2 think bout d past..they are frustrating..and i dun need anythin more since i dun think i will be able to take it.. and..here's my final exam schedule..




of c0z, i dun like it..pharmac0logy and path0logy especially. how c0me the pA is so cruel..didn't they kn0w how thick the n0tes are for b0th subjects? yet they came out with this schedule.. they shud learn some humanity, at least..dun be so cruel laa..dammit....have they forgot when they were students back then? *sigh*

i really should stop thinking bout negative things.. well, Law of Attraction is relevant enough, i think... ( side note: modern consensus among New Thought thinkers is that the Law of Attraction says people's thoughts (both conscious and unconscious) dictate the reality of their lives, whether or not they're aware of it. Essentially "if you really want something and truly believe it's possible, you'll get it", but putting a lot of attention and thought onto something you don't want means you'll probably get that too. google it yourself for further info..). and plus, "xiong mao" pr0bably w0nt like it if i keep talking bout all these negative feelings..dats y he left, i guess..haha! actually, he's not even leaving..dats just to exaggerate things..hua3.. he's such a go0d + nice buddy..always optimist.. and of c0z, he's super sweet.. =)
hey gurls out there..come and grab this chance..he's single! haha.. i believeD that he's going 2 make a go0d partner for me..since he was so understanding and sweet..we are very different in our own way- our religions, races. beliefs, thoughts and the way we handle things.. but that didn't even matter..we were very happy..h0nestly, i were very happy back then. he was really h0nest with his feelings.. but then, it was ruined bc0z of some pervvy thingy..hahaha.. well...dats my past..alm0st 2 years ady.. literally, i am so over it n0w..dats y i am able to talk ab0ut it freely..no more unpleasant feelings,etc... lalalala~

i wonder what umai's going to do.. dat guy is asking her out, and wants her to stay at his house with his bro+wife.. i dun think you shud trust guys that much,umai.. pr0bably both of you are in love..but that doesn't mean that you have to follow all the things that he said. being extra careful won't hurt, rite? plus, it is the very 1st time both of you are going out.. staying at his place is really inappropriate.. hopefully everything will be all right for b0th of you.. since this new guy makes you happy, i'll acknowledge your relationship..hehe.. come on, both of you should make it official ady.. ahhh...i'm envious...XD
i've never been on a date b4.. that wud be really nice, rite? i cant wait to hear from umai after her long awaiting date.. hopefully you'll have great time together..you deserve it after all.. ^^


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