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Saturday, April 4, 2009

....rand0mness....


i'm sick of the lecture n0tes ady.. *sigh*




but then..what else can i d0? i havent start revision for micr0biology & pharmac0logy yet.. th0se subjects are the toughest for dis sem.. i guess m0lecular bi0logy was not as difficult as them.. really? haha..i did badly for molecular bi0logy last sem..dr.shaharum must b very sad..if i were him, i wud be very dissap0inted.. never mind..i dun wan 2 think bout d past..they are frustrating..and i dun need anythin more since i dun think i will be able to take it.. and..here's my final exam schedule..




of c0z, i dun like it..pharmac0logy and path0logy especially. how c0me the pA is so cruel..didn't they kn0w how thick the n0tes are for b0th subjects? yet they came out with this schedule.. they shud learn some humanity, at least..dun be so cruel laa..dammit....have they forgot when they were students back then? *sigh*

i really should stop thinking bout negative things.. well, Law of Attraction is relevant enough, i think... ( side note: modern consensus among New Thought thinkers is that the Law of Attraction says people's thoughts (both conscious and unconscious) dictate the reality of their lives, whether or not they're aware of it. Essentially "if you really want something and truly believe it's possible, you'll get it", but putting a lot of attention and thought onto something you don't want means you'll probably get that too. google it yourself for further info..). and plus, "xiong mao" pr0bably w0nt like it if i keep talking bout all these negative feelings..dats y he left, i guess..haha! actually, he's not even leaving..dats just to exaggerate things..hua3.. he's such a go0d + nice buddy..always optimist.. and of c0z, he's super sweet.. =)
hey gurls out there..come and grab this chance..he's single! haha.. i believeD that he's going 2 make a go0d partner for me..since he was so understanding and sweet..we are very different in our own way- our religions, races. beliefs, thoughts and the way we handle things.. but that didn't even matter..we were very happy..h0nestly, i were very happy back then. he was really h0nest with his feelings.. but then, it was ruined bc0z of some pervvy thingy..hahaha.. well...dats my past..alm0st 2 years ady.. literally, i am so over it n0w..dats y i am able to talk ab0ut it freely..no more unpleasant feelings,etc... lalalala~

i wonder what umai's going to do.. dat guy is asking her out, and wants her to stay at his house with his bro+wife.. i dun think you shud trust guys that much,umai.. pr0bably both of you are in love..but that doesn't mean that you have to follow all the things that he said. being extra careful won't hurt, rite? plus, it is the very 1st time both of you are going out.. staying at his place is really inappropriate.. hopefully everything will be all right for b0th of you.. since this new guy makes you happy, i'll acknowledge your relationship..hehe.. come on, both of you should make it official ady.. ahhh...i'm envious...XD
i've never been on a date b4.. that wud be really nice, rite? i cant wait to hear from umai after her long awaiting date.. hopefully you'll have great time together..you deserve it after all.. ^^


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