*drools*

Disney's fairy tale wedding dresses.

These are gorgeous.

I love Cinderella's.

=)

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;_;

So today I followed Akak Lab to the ward for bone marrow aspiration.

They anesthetized him but he can still feel the pain.

The view of that pakcik during the procedure keeps flashing.

and, the needle was HUGE.

Kesian pakcik tadi.

;___;

Everyone, please be healthy!

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Mu Gyul,

why didn't you chase after her when she left?

You are the one hurting her.

You dummy.

*sobs*

ばか。

ばか。

ばか。

ばか。

ばか。

ばか。

ばか。ばか。ばか。ばか。

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Laziness alert!

I am too lazy to start working on my thesis.

Still not having the feeling to start even though I have finished my lab work like ages ago.

* sigh sigh*

Hwaaa..why won't my thesis write itself?

Umi is already threatens to send me to USM earlier than it supposed to.

Somebody, please kill me!

T.T

*hoping that Abg Aizat will never ever come across this entry, otherwise I would be such a disappointment to him*

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I miss sleeping to a good night SMS.

And waking up to a good morning one.

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Those moments.

It may be difficult, irritating, annoying, stupid, childish, awkward, etc..

But we all miss it when it ended.

I really do.

One of them is already gone.

It's really incredible how the time flies.

There are moments in life that make you,

and moments in life that break you.

There are moments in life that influence you,

and moments in life that change you.

There are moments in life that challenge you,

and there are moments in life that inspire you.

There are moments in life that crush you

and there are moments in life that destroy you.

There are moments in life of total peace,

and there are moments in life of total chaos.

Nothing is permanent, everything is temporary.

Even the good things never last.

Sometimes..it doesn't even start.

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Donuts, anyone?

Made donuts this evening.

I added some milk to the recipe.

And it turns out well.

Super oishii! ^^

And this is for my crazy sister. XD

Tapi......

Sangat buruk lepas goreng. LOL

Sometimes, we need to face the fact that while good things never last,

some do not even start.

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[ MINE ]

Been tagged by Lea.

So here's mine. :))

In my actual handwriting/drawing, more or less.

Haha. XD

Name

D.O.B.

Fav. food

Fav. drink

Siblings

Ambition

I reallyyyy love.....

Others?

Go figure. ;)

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He still thinks I am his little girl.

It annoys me.

I wanna be there!

T_T

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The type of girl I am.

The best part of a relationship, is getting to call the person, or lay down next to them, and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. In the end that's what it's about. It's not about sex, it's not about the money they give you, it's not about how good looking they are, it's about them listening to your talk for hours and hours and hours, about stupid shit that doesn't matter.

How well do you really know her? Do you know that when she says "go ahead, it's fine" what she really means is "you are dead if you do that". Do you know that when she says "don't worry about it" she means "you better worry about it, worry about it a lot!". Do you know that when she says "I'm fine" it really means "I'm not fine, how could you be stupid enough to believe that you stupid jerk!". Do you know that when she says "Go away, I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to see you. I don't want you anywhere near me!" she really means "I need you a lot right now. I know I'm screaming at you but please just come and hold me. Hold me close and never let go". Women are complicated, they always say what they don't mean. But one thing is for sure, when she says "I Love You" she actually means " I LOVE YOU".

If she ignores you, don’t ignore her back. Try and get her attention. If she brushes away your hand as you try to hold it, grab it and let her know you really care. Don’t just give up. If she seems doubting you, reassure her that this is just one out of a million obstacles you’re going to go through in this relationship, don’t act all depressed and beat yourself up about it. If you get the feeling that she wants to leave you, don’t just sit back and watch her. Don’t say “You can leave me if you want to”. Fight for her. Tell her how much you want her to stay. She’s just a girl. And she needs to feel needed sometimes.

A girl doesn't need to tell you straight up how she feels, it's written all over her eyes. If you can see how she feels without telling you, then you definitely deserve her heart.

She's the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stares hard at the board when she doesn't understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girl who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stays loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts.

She is the type of girl I am.

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♥‿♥

Watched YAB for the thousandth time.

LOveeeeeeee Tae Kyung oppa! ❤

He has so many flaws as compared to other fictional characters, but still...

I'd kill to have him!

♥‿♥

Hahahahaha!

XOXO!

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[Fangirl-ing Mode]

As for the most recent, I'm having a crush on Ren.

From one of the J-dorama.

LOL.

I just didn't want her to leave.

Then, this.

Marry me.

Those lines from him made me go gaga over him.

Haha. I can fall for non-existing person that easily.

Muahahaha..

Pity me. XD

Should stop fangirling.

Theehee~

Tomorrow I'll be heading home because somehow the data analysis part for my FYP has to be put on hiatus.

Yeay!

:))

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Insanity~

Dear FYP,

Do you know that YOU are the only reason I stayed.

Now that it turns out this way, I feel like f$d%nsm!ekf*!

Tensen lah saya!

hwaaaa....

T_T

# FYP = Final Year Project

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I beg to differ.

Love Hurts.

Nah.

Love doesn't hurt.

Rejection hurts. Lying hurts. Betrayal hurts. Jealousy hurts.

Confusion hurts. Disloyalty hurts.

Unfaithfulness hurts. Doubt hurts. Lack Of Interest hurts.

Lack Of Attention hurts.

Feelings Fading hurts. Neglect hurts. Feeling Unappreciated hurts.

Change hurts. Abandonment hurts. Being Cheated hurts.

Being Used hurts.

All Love tries to do is heal the wounds that all those things gave you.

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あめ～

I love it when it rains.

:))

Don't pray when it rains if you don't pray when the sun shines.

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meme

Name : Queen of second thoughts.

Brother(s) : 4

Eye colour : black

Shoe size : 6

Hair : black

Piercings : 2

Height : 154.5 cm

Where do you live : my home.

Favourite number : 7

Favourite drink : coffee.

Favourite month : none.

Favourite breakfast : The fatty nasi lemak. XD

Have you ever

1. Broken a bone : thank God, no.

2. Been in a police car : No.

3. Fallen for a friend : Yes.

4. Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : define short.

5. Swam in the ocean : yes.

6. Fallen asleep in school : who doesn't? ;)

7. Broken someone's heart : yes. ceh. yakin je.

8. Cried when someone died : Yes.

9. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Used to. Not all night though.

10. Saved e-mails : Yes. A lot of them.

11. Been cheated on : Yes.

What

1. Your room look like : Messy.

2. What is right beside you : Printer.

3. What is the last thing you ate : Fried chicken.

Ever Had

1. Chicken pox : Yup.

2. Sore throat : Yes.

3. Stitches : Nope.

4. Broken nose : No.

Do You

1. Believe in love at first sight : I don't, even if I wanted to.

2. Like picnics? : Yes.

Who

1. Who did you last yell at? : Don't really remember. It must be my sis or bro, coz I don't really yell at other people except them. XD

2. Who was the last person you danced with? : My coursemates.

3. Who last made you smile? : Him. Not really him, it's the memory of him. Pathetic.

Final Questions

1. What are you listening to right now? : Bunyi kipas.

2. What did you do today? : Catching up with Glee-ing stuff. XD

3. Are you the oldest? : Nope.

4. Indoors or outdoors? : That really depends.

Today did you

1. Talk to someone you like? : Nope.

2. Kiss anyone? : Never.

3. Sing? : Yes.

4. Talk to an ex? : No.

5. Miss someone ? : A lot.

6. Eat? : Duh. Of course.

Last person who

1. You talked to on the phone? : My mum.

2. Made you cry? : Him.

3. Went to the movies with? : Gorgeous KY! ;))

4. You went to the mall with? : Munchkins- Natrah, Yanti, Mai, Izy..

5. Who cheered you up? : Them.

Have you

1. Been to Mexico? : There are other places I'd like to go.

2. Been to USA? : No.

Random

1. Have a crush on someone? : No.

2. What books are you reading right now? : Not reading any. Suggestions?

3. Best feeling in the world? : When you're in love...or so I guess.

4. Future kids name? : None, really.

5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : Yes.

6. What's under your bed? : Some stuff.

7. Favourite sport(s) : Bola, as in football. Or soccer. Or whatever you may call it.

8. Favourite place : Home.

9. Who do you really hate? : No one. Really.

10. Do you have a job? : I wish I have one.

11. What time is it now? 3.22 am.

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If they don't chase you when you walked away,

keep walking.

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The good old days.

It all thanks to Ira that I changed my facebook status and profile picture into this.

Then, this facebook meme starts to spread around and Voilà! Almost all my friends changed their profile pictures into cartoons which I almost forgot about their existence.

And one person actually texted me with this list.

Semangat amat.

LOL

1. Dragon Ball

2. Sonic and Friends

3. Tomato Man

4. Transformers

5. Yokies

6. Anak-anak Sidek

7. Usop Sontorian

8. Keluang Man

9. Dash! Yonkuro

10. Sailor Moon

11. Pokemon

Thanks to him I can recall how amazing Dash! Yonkuro was. XD

Epic kot main keta guna kayu hoki. haha..

Sad thing was, I never bought any of these.

Xde duet ah zaman2 kecik.

My brothers did though.

Haih. Jelez amat.

XD

Those were the good old days.

:')

Life doesn't hurt until you have time to think about how things have changed

and who you have lost along the way.

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