50 Little Secrets~

fara tagged me in fb~

p0st kat cni je la, k?

^^

Be honest no matter what.

01. Who was your last text from?

♥ b0yfie~

02. Where was your default picture taken?

♥ fb's pic - dewan utama, usm kk..

03. Your relationship status?

♥ im taken..by da best..=)

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?

♥ yes, bec0z he breaks the rule..

05. What is your current mood?

♥ tired..

06. How many siblings do you have?

♥ 7..

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

♥ hanis, afiq, farhanah, aimi, faez, auni, zaem..

08. Where do you wish you were right now?

♥ on my bed..ngant0k~

09. Have a crazy side?

♥ i think so.

10. Ever had a near death experience?

♥ thank g0d, no..

11. Something you do a lot?

♥ facebook-ing, texting..

12. Angry at anyone?

♥ no.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?

♥ n0thing. wee~

14. When was the last time you cried?

♥ can't remember~ lalalala~

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

♥ yes, definitely~

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?

♥ es0k nk bgn kul bpe..

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

♥ pakcik kedai basikal~

18. What is your favorite song?

♥ for now, plain white T's 1, 2, 3, 4..

19. What are you doing right now?

♥ siapkan kje sulaman.. ngant0k..huu~

20. Who do you trust right now?

♥ my mum. n few others.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

♥ kbmall~

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

♥ no.

23. Who is your best friend that lives closest to you?

♥ umai~

24. Describe your life in one word?

♥ perfect~

25. Who are you thinking of right now?

♥ ppl @ h0me n my significant other~

26. What should you be doing right now?

♥ siapkan kje n tid0~

27. What are you listening to?

♥ jay chou's shan hu hai..

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

♥ my lil bro~

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?

♥ no one.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?

♥ oh yeah..malu~ haha..

31. What is your natural hair color?

♥ black~

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

♥ x ingat~

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

♥ dun wan 2 remember~

34. What do you hear?

♥ jay chou's song.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?

♥ straight. i need a new hair cut. i'll go 4 a short one, i guess.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

♥ no...i guess.

37. Do you have a best friend?

♥ yes. sgt3 syg mereka~

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

♥ yes. adek sy~

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

♥ m0st of da tyme~

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

♥ no.

41. Are you happy with life right now?

♥ love it!

42. Are you currently jealous?

♥ no.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?

♥ a necklace n earrings.

44. What were you doing on friday night?

♥ watched tv.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

♥ who doesn't?

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

♥ yes. im sorry..

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

♥ no.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

♥ common flu~

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?

♥ slept at 2 sumthing. chat ngan dr. shaharum..

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

♥ no.

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c0ngratz, fara!

best anniversary wishes to you,

bringing years of joy and pleasure.

may each year keep getting better,

with memories to treasure...

fara & mr.L is 1 year old..

c0ngratz, dear!

im happy 4 b0th of u..^^

*fara, nk tips bley?*

haha..

by da way, i am h0me.

first, took a bath.

then eat.

download gT.

watched tv.

facebook-ing.

and at last, here i am.

alone.

dunno what to do.

they went to sleep as early as 10 pm.

huu..

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a place where i belong~

it's 5.25 pm.

can't wait any l0nger.

abah, cpt dtg amek owg...

lalalalalala~

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h.a.p.p.y~

1 2, 1 2 3 4-

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,

Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,

Make it feels good when I hurt so bad, barely gettin' mad,

I'm so glad I found you;

I love being around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4

There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- I love you

There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)

I love you..

Give me more lovin' from the very start,

Piece me back together when I fall apart,

Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-

Make it feels good when I hurt so bad,

best that I've had,

I'm so glad I found you..

I love being around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4

There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- I love you

There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)

I love you..

I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4

There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you

There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)

I love you..

lalalalala~

this s0ng is dedicated to;

abah

umi

♥ you ♥

umai

kY

alin

fara

yanti

ed0t

mai

and some REAL friends out there..

i love u, guYs! ^^

haha!

basically, i am happy.

lalalalala~

yesterday, my parents dr0pped by..

they brought me something..

yay!

abah+umi, u r the best!

can't wait to go h0me this thursday..

wee~

and this m0rning,i met pr0f willy.

he is wayyy too smart.

that's why he scares me.

haha!

anyway, im glad i am able to see him bef0re he leaves this country.

for so many advices + encouragement u gave me, tHank y0u...

and also,thank you 4 n0t getting angry..

i didn't do the h0mework u gave me last semester.

haha! g0men ne~

“We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have..”

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eww~

i hate this thing..

i really hate this tiny little thing.

today i had my first practical for gtb309-da blo0dy pharmac0logy.

i hate this subject but t0day is the worst of all.

we were given 4 mencit per pers0n.

we were required 2 inject them with pentobarbitone.

it sucks.

how am i supposed to inject them when i cannot touch them at all?

first, we were told to choose the mencit and put them inside the restrainer.

someone did it for me.

the weighing process? dat pers0n did it again for me.

labelling? him, again.

injection? i left mine on the bench and went to see how others did it.

they are gross.

and wild.

and horrible.

plus, what if they bite me?

what if they jump onto me?

all th0se what ifs freak the hell out of me.

i couldn't do it.

wait...i didn't even bother to try.

and that's a failure.

*sigh*

cmne nk wat rep0t klw cmni..

isk~

(this is especially 4 alin & fara)

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you..

and to certain pe0ple out there,

i am sorry for being so needy..

i couldn't thank you enough for being there..

you guys are incredible for being able to stand me..

haha!

syazwan, i owe u a l0t 4 t0day..

thankies..^^

note to myself: please work harder!

lalalalala~

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i hate it when i feel this way~

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why is it that things doesn't alwaYs, or ever go the way i planned? why is that everytime i try to turn around, something is holding back? why is that when i think i've got everything, one thing after another constantly goes wrong?

i hate it when i feel this way..

*sigh*

i know i shouldn't be saying these..

there is always something to be thankful for..

rite?

i'm sick of being here. no offense.

what i imagined back then was totally different from what i have to face now.

this is really sickening.

so, i'm going h0me next week.

to fix certain things.

and to search for something.

oh yeah..^^

abah+umi, sorry for the trouble..

i love you!

i'm sorry my word made you mad
i'm sorry that you are so sad

i'm sorry and sorry again
i'm sorry of being insane
but believe me that i love you
should i say sorry for that too?

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