On.The.Ledge.

     
     KNI and KNA : You are actually the only one who dares to speak up. Find another one and quit.
                                It'll be a huge blow.
     KW: What you are going through is not much compared to me.
     DJ: Just hang on.
     Z: Find another person.
     
     ......

    Soon after,
    NIC: Don't be stupid.
    
    I know.

     Then,
     KNI and KNA: NIC is right. Chances are, that person wouldn't let you go.
     DJ: Hang on. :)
     KW: So how?
     Z: Enough. Go back. Now. 
    
     ;_____;

     And today,
     NIC: See? You can do it. It's not that difficult anyway. It is, you dummy!
     KNI: NIC is right. It won't be easy to find another one. 
     KW: Ok laa...you manage to do it what..
     Z: Reassurance and happiness for a mere second. The cycle will repeat itself. 


     Everyone is somewhat right.
     どうする？

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休憩

It gets better. You just need time.

Really?

Really?

Because I feel like I'd quit this instant.

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"Too often, the only escape is sleep."

^ I second that.

New semester officially starts tomorrow, and it terrifies me.

Things are going to get a lot tougher. :V

Please be good to me!

“There are so many fragile things, after all. People break so easily, and so do dreams and hearts."

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ごめなさい。

The situation shouldn't get more awkward than it already is.

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A Matter of Heart?

S: Hey..what are you doing in the lab this late, not going out celebrating V' day?

Me: Nah. Besides, I don't even have a boyfriend to begin with.

S: Oh c'mon, don't lie.

Me: What makes you think that I'm lying?

S: You don't look like someone who doesn't have a boyfriend.

Me: What?

S: It's just that you look like you would have one. C'mon..just admit.

Me: ....

I get this all the times from friends and people I know, and it is something I used not to bother. If people think I am in a relationship, when the truth is I am not..isn't it like I'm sending them the wrong message/impression? Now that I've come to think of it, this is (somewhat) not good, haha.. XD

It does gets lonely sometimes. This I gotta admit.

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This is meaningless, really.

Umar treated us to lunch at an Arabic restaurant where I happened to bump into the guy whom F likes.

The devil inside me prompted me to send her provocative texts. >:D

Me: Umar bwk kitorg pegi mkn kat kedai arab then ada S. Dia nampak Nisah, dia angkat tgn dia n intai2 Nisah dtg ngan sape. I am liking S, again. :3

F: Nisah busuk.

Me: <3

F: I don't like u..tanak kawan

Me: I like myself. and S. :P

F: Tanak kawan.nt dia suke nisah.dahla nisah lg comei dr F :(

Me: It's not like I can choose who to like and who's not. It's what my heart dictates. and it just happens. :P

F: i hate u

Me: It doesn't matter. :P

She is too cute and it's a waste to not messing up with her.

Poor girl. I shall repent and admit to her tomorrow. haha Or perhaps later on :P.

Hey girl, knowing me..you should know that he's not the kind of guy I always find myself get attracted to. ;)

And honestly, I think it's good for you for having those kind of feelings. Without that どきどき feelings, my current life is too dull.

++++

Anyway this morning I  attended a public lecture at Plenary Theatre, KLCC with DJ, Lian Chee and my two fellow Nigerian lab mates, Umar and Mariamu. 

"Can Hybrid Rice Avert Food Crisis?" by Professor Yuan LongPing, the winner of 2011 Mahathir Science Award. Prior to that was a talk on "Predicting Winners" by Dr. Woei Fuh Wong. 

Very insightful. :)

Science is a fashion. It evolves.

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