I simply won't think of anything I don't like.

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I am better with you.

No you’re not! No you are not! You haven’t been for quite some time.                  

I know that you lied to me several weeks ago when you said that my father had renewed your contract. I found out when I telephoned him last week. I’m not angry. If anything, I am grateful. You saw that I was in a raw state and you stayed, see me through it. Now, when I learned of the lie, however, I deliberately adopted a more sanguine mood. I wanted you to see that I was well again so you could move on.

But the most curious thing happened; you stayed. Days passed, then a week. It became clearer and clearer that you were not staying for me, but for yourself.

It’s difficult for you to say aloud, I know, so I won’t ask you to. Rather, I would ask you to consider a proposal.

Stay on permanently, not as my sober companion, but as my companion. 

See, this is an important decision, and I encourage you to discuss it with others. Explain what you have been to me, and what I believe you can be to me: partner.

Oh, and lest you think this is an act of charity, a gift from a grateful client, let me assure you, it is not. 

I am better with you, Watson. I’m sharper, I’m more focused. Difficult to say why, exactly. Perhaps in time I’ll solve that as well.

This is by far, my favorite moment of all episodes. 

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もうわかないよ、ばか。

It is strange how all of a sudden, I don't know what I want anymore.

Can I just disappear? :(

How can I go forward when I don't know which way I'm facing?

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: If it is meant to be, then it will.

I still have to keep reminding myself that what comes easy won't last. And what lasts, usually never come easy. Some things seemed to move way too fast and farfetched from what I would have imagined, that they have left me confused.

The more I tried to think and keep up, the further behind I would get.

Probably I am scared, too.

Although it sounds too good to be true, it is true nevertheless. 
I hope I can say the same thing, but I honestly doubt that it would happen.

Not in my case, at least.

Do not chase people. Be you and do your own thing and work hard. The right people who belong in your life will come to you and stay.

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You just do.

“You know, the bad thing about falling in love with someone is that it always comes with, ‘Oh, I really do hope he is the one for me’, ‘This is going to be different, see’, ‘I’ll never find someone else in the world who’s better than him’. Then you start doing stupid things and thinking stupid things and saying stupid things because you think that person is meant for you, and you keep seeing signs when they’re not there. And then when it’s over and they leave you, your expectations will break you because you’ll think you weren’t enough to make them stay.”

Still, you don't decide who you fall in love with, you just do.

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#stop

   Stop falling too fast and so easily for someone. 
   Stop jumping to another person right away after it didn't work out with someone else. 
   Stop wanting to be with someone just because you're lonely. 
   Stop texting them when you know you shouldn't. 
   Stop checking their Facebook after couple minutes. 
   Stop worrying while they're out with other people. 
   Stop getting your own hopes and expectations up. 

   You've heard this story over and over again and you already know how it ends. 
   They're just playing games with you and you keep losing.

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You ever walk into a situation where you know exactly what’s going to happen: And then you go into it anyway… and then when what you’re afraid of happens, you kick yourself, because you should have known better. But that’s just who you are, so you keep punishing yourself.”

—	Mary Margaret - Once Upon A Time

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