We will get through this.

Accompanying Fana at her lab last night. And it was freaking 2 a.m.. Whatever the reasons are, we chose this. Postgraduate study demands a lot of time, efforts and support. I know what desperation feels like. I know how difficult it is to cling onto a shimmer light of hope. And I know how important it is to have someone who understands what you are going through. Be strong and hang on. We will get through this. ♥

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Dear October

Dear October,

I need you to be awesome. 

“The fact that you’re struggling doesn’t make you a burden. It doesn’t make you unloveable or undesirable or undeserving of care. It doesn’t make you too much or too sensitive or too needy. It makes you human. Everyone struggles. Everyone has a difficult time coping, and at times, we all fall apart. During these times, we aren’t always easy to be around — and that’s okay. No one is easy to be around one hundred percent of the time. Yes, you may sometimes be unpleasant or difficult. And yes, you may sometimes do or say things that make the people around you feel helpless or sad. But those things aren’t all of who you are and they certainly don’t discount your worth as a human being. The truth is that you can be struggling and still be loved. You can be difficult and still be cared for. You can be less than perfect, and still be deserving of compassion and kindness.”

- Daniell Koepke

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The Road Not Taken.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

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In two parts.

You come and go so easily,

your life is as you knew --

while mine is split in two.

How I envy so the half of me,

who lived before love's due,

who was yet to know of you.

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The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore.

There's no use in trying when the pieces don't fit here anymore.

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Inevitably.

I'm the type of person where 
I would tell myself 'I should move on', 
but I'll find myself running back to you. 

I would tell myself 'Maybe, we should just be friends', 
but I find myself catching feelings for you every time I try to lose them. 

I would tell myself 'I shouldn't forgive you after what you did', 
but I find myself not being able to stay mad at you forever. 

I would tell myself 'Perhaps you're better off with someone else', 
but I always find myself thinking I don't want you to be with anyone else except me.

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Unprecedented.

This

is

an 

unprecedented

situation

I 

honestly

don't know

how

to 

deal with.

Maybe,

just maybe

how 

to deal

with

it

is that

I 

just

shouldn't

try to.

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