Followers ~ ♥

Friday, September 30, 2011

Noted.



"First and foremost, you can run away from it all you like, but the memory will always remain, you can forget about things but people are far harder, because for every person you meet, they will inevitably change your life in some way. I don't care if it is online or in person, interactions with people have a profound effect. So regardless of whether you stay or go, the memory will always remain, just keep that in mind."
- Kyuuketsuki (DCTP)


Thursday, September 29, 2011

ほんとうにありがとう!


I thought I'd forget if I didn't mention it here.
So, today I am really really thankful for these people:

x Kak Ain, as always.
x Fana
x Tiqah
x Kak Siti
x Umi + Abah
and somehow, someone I barely know..for listening. 
Not really listening, but yeah..

Thank you, Allah!
:)


Word of the day has to be this- PATENT

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Wordless Wednesday #4

Tuesday, September 27, 2011


Self-rewarding sounds convincing.
A reward per se is tempting enough, so I'm gonna give it a go.
I will trust in you about this and see how well it goes. ;) 

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Sincerely, me.


What I've come to realize is that, in essence, how childish I am.
Reflecting on how I behave recently, I feel so embarrassed for all my whining, rants and complaints.
I'll start working on my emotional resilience.
And, of course, I need to find another reason as to what I am pursuing, since the last one is kinda blurry. Hehe..
がんばります!^^

Fine-tuning my life, it is. ;)

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Snippets.



Warning: Negativity alert! My apologies! 



1. Why are you trying to de-motivate me when I am already all scared and freaked out? 

2. I don't even know why Encik W hates me. Forcing me to admit that I am being irresponsible. Lecturing me twice, when it wasn't even my fault. I was just asking a question, for heaven's sake! Demanding me to apologize for stuff I didn't do, that was nonsense. If it is my fault, you don't even have to ask for it, I would honestly do so. 

3. Put certain things aside, I think I love it here. 

4. In today's Statistic & Research Methodology class, Prof. H asked a question, and he promised to give 5% of the total marks in final exam to whomever manage to answer.  The actual answer is a combination of my answer and a Chinese guy in the class. I got 3% for being partially correct but he didn't get any. D:

5. I managed to re-enroll in the above class, despite me being an outsider (I have registered, but the system rejected my name since they hardly allow any student outside of their faculty to register, plus the class has already reach its maximum number of student). Thanks Prof. H and Kak Ida for your help! :') Too bad Kak Ain couldn't make it. Otherwise, I won't be alone in the class anymore. 

6. So I guess statistics love me, despite me hating the subject. XD

7. I kinda admire someone for his excellent command of English and his simple reason for doing research, but I am getting clingy due to his familiarity with the system and all. I shall stop pestering now, for I think I am already such a major annoyance. 

8. I am not excited at all for my convocation.

9. Getting super tanned and my skin complexion is getting worse. And oh, my weight.
 :/

10. I might need to betray you, hence my early apology. ごめなさい。ほうんとうに。 ><

11. I miss my tumblr and DCTP. ;_;

12. I am really envious of those in USM Penang. 

13. I'm in dire need of lotsssa chocolate and cakes.

14. Went to animal house this afternoon, wearing my USM lab coat. When I got there, the chit-chatting stopped and they were all silently doing their job, awkwardly. After a while, one of the guy came to me and said, "Ah, so you are also a student? We thought you are a visitor from USM, that's why we behave ourselves and handle the animals nicely,..Kena jaga reputation UPM." LMAO. I'll get my lab coat soon lah. XD

15. I've missed several friends' weddings since I'm stranded here. Still, congratulations to all of you, for finding your soul mates.  :')

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Insecure + Vulnerable


As of now, I am constantly doubting myself, thanks to all those whys and what ifs.




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