undiscovered

Undiscovered

Take it back, take it all back now

The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,

I miss that now

I can't try any harder than I do

All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you

I'm broken in two

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me empty and left to wonder

I need you

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me waiting and left to wonder

I need you

Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how I wanna feel

Something so real, please remind me

My love, and take me back

Cuz I'm so in love with what we were

Im not breathing im suffocating without you

Do you feel it too?

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me waiting and left to wonder

I need you

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me empty and left to wonder

I need you

Yeah I need you

When I'm in the dark and all alone

Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,

It's then I know my heart is whole

There's a million reasons why I cry

Hold my covers tight and close my eyes

Cuz I don't wanna be alone

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me waiting and left to wonder

I need you

All the things left undiscovered

Leave me empty and left to wonder

I need you, I need you

Cuz I can't fake and I can't hate

But it's my heart

That's about to break

You're all I need

I'm on my knees

Watch me bleed

Would you listen please

I give in

I breathe out

I want you, there's no doubt

I freak out, I'm left out

Without you, I'm without

I'm crossed out

I'm kicked out

I cry out

I reach out

Don't walk away

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cold reality..

there is no one to comfort me in my cold reality..

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Thank You, Allah..

yay! my results are better than expected.. alhamdulillah.. i am so happy..

yay! (repeat 1000 times.lol.)

however, it is such a dissapointment since i got B+ for Advanced Immunology. i like this subject so much.

well, i should blame no one but myself.. but still, i am blaming the exam schedule..and myself, of course. haha! well, it doesn't matter anymore.. i'll work harder for next semester.. that's all i can do.

umi and abah are definitely happy with my results. i guess that's enough for me. i couldn't ask for more. hopefully this is not a dream.. this is just perfect. too perfect.. =)

Thank You, Allah..

so..here's a tag from kak FateN..

1.Apa Perasaan Anda Sekarang?

super happy..^^

2.Saya nak makan?

cheese cake!

3.Saya tak suka?

sm0kers...

4.Impian saya?

i'm n0t going 2 let u kn0w..=b

5.Haiwan yang saya tak suka?

cats...

6.Saya harapkan?

i'll get better results 4 next semester..i know i can do it! XD

7.Jika boleh putarkan masa?

i w0n't..

8.Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?

who knows?

9.Handphone saya adalah sebuah?

n73 n w300i yg sy sgt syg...

10.Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?

countless..haha..kiddin!

11.Saya suka pada?

this guy..

12.Kawan-kawan saya..?

a gift from Allah...

13.Pernah dikhianati?

yes.

14.Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap orang yang mengkhianati anda?

i don't give a damn about it..

Senaraikan 8 orang untuk di Tag

anyone...XD

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when it gets complicated..

i logged in to my facebo0k account, and to my suprise, i got a message from my lecturer. at first, he asked me what the hell am i doing at 2 am? YMing wif bf? hah..i wish! of course not, dr.. by this time, he is sleeping soundly..

then, the conversation became deeper and deeper. dr. started to advise me..the thing we discussed is really meaningful.. generally, it was about relationships..lol. dr. gave some explanations about certain things i really need to understand- love, blessings and even about dates... and he was hoping that i won't regret anything or do all those stupid things my seniors did when they were dumped by their boyfriends.. geez. i think it is better if you just kill your bf rather than trying to suicide..haha! kiddin'! all those stuff are indeed scary..

besides all the advices, i also received a warning. yes, you heard me.. a WARNING..

it is really good to have someone to warn you. and in my case, i am glad that i have a lecturer who cares about his students more than what he should.. honestly, i am thankful that dr. warned me.. it means so much to me.. thanks, dr.

i am giving a lot of thoughts regarding this issue. and it is not that i need to think twice about my relationship. but then.. oh, i really don't know how to put it into words..haha! certain things are somehow confusing..and complicated too..

dr. wants to see me after he gets back here, probably this october.. i AM scared. haha! i don't think he will ever tolerate if my results drop..me neither.

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precious award..

3.13 a.m and i'm still awake..

i thought of watching tv but then n0thing caught my attenti0n..

my br0ther went to sleep quite early, so i have the chance to use the computer.yay! usually he w0n't sleep at night. i wonder what he is up to..

by the way, he's 22 by now..happy birthday, onii-chan..^^

i received this award from alin, my sweet n0t-so-little baby..hehe..

thanks a l0t..

Copy award di bawah untuk diletakkan di blog anda

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang si pemberi award ini

1. she eats a l0t..i mean, A LOT..haha! she won't gain weight wlwpn mkn sgt byk..

2. slalu mkn beger ngan sy alm0st everynite when we were in kmpp..

3. teddy bear dia nme Fina..a combinati0n of her name and sumone..haha!

4. going 2 be a dentist. u go, girl! i'm so proud of u..=)

5. dia sgt2 rajen stadi..the most hardw0rking girl i ever encountered, i should say.. alin dear, bg i sket kerajinan u tu, bley? i reli need it utk semester depan..hehe..

Setiap blogger mestilah menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sndiri sebelum memilih
1. i love myself..

2. i love my family and besties so much that i couldn't imagine losing any of them.. Thank You, Allah..they are the m0st precious award i ever received..

3. i ♥ my bf..

4. sy ske tid0..


5. i'm sick of people comparing me with others (including with my siblings).get a life!

6. finally, i know what i'm going 2 do after finishing my degree..
7. i spend too much time on "what ifs.."
8. i love yamapi! haha..still can't get over him..lol!
9. i'm a crybaby..
10. a pessimist (i know i shouldn't.. but yeah..)

Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award dan describe tentang mereka.

1. Fara - a very strong girl, wif a very cute face and she's very happy wif his beloved mr. L..hehe..

2. Kak FateN- sy x penah jmpe beliau..tp, sy tau..dia nanges tyme tgk c0de blue, juz like me..haha!

3. Fatin - dia amek forensic..forensic sgt g0jes since subjek yg di0rg amek smuanye ssh2.

u go, girl!!

4. hakim chanz - dia b0s sy mse amek keusahawanan dulu...he's damn go0d in english..

5.nad ker0ppi - seorg yg sgt mengg0da..naturally mengg0da..siyesly..haha!

6. Misa-chan - sumone i kn0w from the internet. to be exact, from friendster.. pr0bably dia xde mse utk blogging lg since she's so busy wif her study n work..i'm so happy 4 her since she's gettin married..^^

7. Lea - sorg lg dak yg amek f0rensic.. dia sgt2 baek (thanks 4 dat night) n sgt ske blogging.. tp, dia dh lme x update blog dia..hehe..

8. Reen - s0rg lg dak usm..hehe.. dia sgt chantekkk n pndai masak....

9. Nina - my bro's ex-girlfriend.. tp sy ttap ske dia..wlwpun sy ske wat dia marah..haha!

10. azahiri, perhaps?? *winkwink*

(dak ni sgt laa misteri..but from what cJ told me, dia baek, pndai n ske tnye s0klan pelik2..hua3)

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i miss you, alin.. as well as Fara, Melin and AD..

i would like to re-do our matrix life over and over again..but of coz, minus the examinations..haha! but i don't think it is such a go0d idea since Mr. Ho would probably get sick of us.. (he's my fav lecturer, you kn0w..haha!)

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again,

happy birthday, onii-chan..

i luv u!

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how is it going to be?

i'm n0t in a go0d mood lately, pr0bably because the final exam results will come out very, very soon.. i'm worried about the outcome. damn..

i'm the one at fault since i know i can do better back then..

hopefully everything will be all right, eventhough i completely doubt it will happen..

*sigh*

there are certain people who have to bear all my complaints these past few days..

thanks 4 being there..

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...i think i love you...

It can't be, it probably isn't, that's what I believed~

There's no way that I could love you~

It's just jealousy, I must be lonely

I tried fooling myself, but I can't hide it any longer

I Think I Love You~

It must be true

Cause I Miss You~

Whenever you're not here

I can't do anything

I keep thinking of you

Seeing what's happening,

I`m Falling For You~

I didn't know, Now I Need You~

Sometime, in the depths of my heart

I can see that you've taken root in my soul~

They say we're not good together, that we should just be friends,

One to ten, we can't agree on anything,

How can we be together? It's not an option

I kept telling myself, but I don't want to do it anymore~

I Think I Love You~

It must be true

Cause I Miss You~

Whenever you're not here

I can't do anything

I keep thinking of you

Seeing what's happening,

I`m Falling For You~

I didn't know, Now I Need You~

Sometime, in the depths of my heart

I can see that you've taken root in my soul~

Why couldn't I see it was you?

Why couldn't I see you when you were right before my eyes?

You were beside me all along

It's now that I finally see you,

I Think I Love You~

It must be true

Cause I Miss You~

Whenever you're not here

I can't do anything

I keep thinking of you

Seeing what's happening,

I`m Falling For You~

I didn't know, Now I Need You~

Sometime, in the depths of my heart

I can see that you've taken root in my soul~

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when boredom strikes..

i found this in my mum's old recipe bo0k.

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EGG TART

bahan-bahan

3 biji telur

1 tin susu cair

4 senduk gula pasir (this is wayyyy too much! i use 2 senduk only..)

1 sudu besar tepung kastard

cara-cara

kacau sekejap di atas api dan jangan biarkan mendidih.

hanya panaskan sahaja.

pastri

1 buku mentega

4 cawan tepung gandum

1 biji telur

( add some sugar if you want^^)

cara-cara

1. masukkan mentega dalam tepung. gaulkan.

2. masukkan telur dan uli hingga sebati.

3. gunakan acuan tart telur.

ambilkan sedikit pastri tadi dan tekan dalam acuan nipis-nipis hingga rata.

4. tuang adunan telur dan bakar dalam oven (180'C)

so..tadaa! ^^

they don't look really nice though..haha!

but hey..they are homemade...

what do you expect from me? hua3..

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pe0ple sometimes forget 2 appreciate

someone besides them..

but,

when they l0st them..

they will cry

and miss that "someone" so much..

so...

i want you to appreciate

that "someone"

bef0re you will never

can see,

touch,

lo0k,

feel,

&

love

that "someone" again..

because you never know

who are falling in love with you..

until you l0st them..

Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to,

doesn't mean

they don't love you with all they have..=)

p.s. i hate this h0liday. had nothing better to do. damn it!

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