Tell me what life is.

So Statistics & Research Methodology paper, which admittedly isn't my forte has ruined my CGPA.

I am an exam-oriented person, hence all the reason why I can get veryy upset with my results.

People would argue how I should be satisfied with whatever I got as in comparison with others. 

But hey, I am not comparing mine with anyone else's. When it comes to academics, I have my own idea regarding what is up to par and what isn't.

Still, I am not taking platitudes of achievements that seriously either.

It is just that the stress has finally taken its toll on me. Two days straight I ended up crying in the lab. Haha. 

How am I supposed to feel now? ばか me.

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I am Sherlocked.

Fantastic weekend break - meeting up with Umai, Aza and Nani.

Yumna came to visit. 

Took the two kids out to the beach.

Catching up on Sherlock series.

A family lunch at the resort. 

And read a book, although I couldn't finish it. XD

Sadly the break was just a short one.

Oh well.. :)

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| Case closed |

Maybe esokla tunang akak settle sebab gaji arini kan..ok la cpt sket cian awak.

Akak minta maaf bbyk n kesalla apa yg jadi nisa ea.hrp nisa xda dndam kat akak.

Akak, you are willing to pay for my car is actually more than good enough. ;_;

I am thankful that I didn't encounter those irresponsible ones. Really.

May the Force be with you, akak & tunang akak.

Shall get my car tomorrow.

Everything will be good, hopefully! ^^

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And did those whispers have a name?

Moriarty.

<3

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What a day

Tiring day after a stressful exam.

Picked Aimi at the KTM station.

Went to Alamanda.

Stopped for a red light and someone smashed my car from the back.

Yes, a car smashed mine.

Clueless of what's happening at first.

Then realized someone hit my car.

My very first car accident. And I was the one driving.

Clueless of what to do.

The first thing, I called Fana.
Because she's the closest, not just in term of location.

Too scared to tell Umi but I still did afterwards..because well, she's my mum.

And texted Zamri, for unknown reason, honestly.

I didn't even know what to do.

Received phone calls from Abah and Umi.

And Zamri.
Normally, I'd cry in an instant.

I guess I was too shocked.

I am, even now.

Settled everything and went for dinner, since I haven't had my lunch yet. 

It was 9.30 pm.

Barely ate, and I didn't even know what made me suggest we watched the movie after that.

I guess all I ever want was for them to stay with me for a while.

I didn't watch the movie though, sleep in the cinema after the first 30 minutes.

Then went home, like nothing ever happened.

The only thing I know now is..my car is a wreck. :'(

And sitting here now, it kinda hit me slowly. :'(

Wishing that today was just a nightmare.

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The only exception.

Maybe I know, somewhere

Deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways

To make it alone

Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable, distance

And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm content

With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

The problem with not liking anyone is...you start having a crush on everyone who is smart, cool and awesome. XD

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Up, up we go~

I am not a fan of getting all sweaty, but nevertheless Broga Hill was fun.

Fana, Ain and me were assigned to prepare the breakfast, so we managed to sleep for only one hour since we were required to go there as early as 4 a.m to catch the sunrise.

Seeing these views in person definitely made the sleepy and tiring journey worth it. :)

 

Pictures credit to Fana and Tiqah. 

Picnic and BBQ afterwards were really fun too.

Arrived home later that day, caught up on sleep debt only to wake up with pain all over my body, and that ain't fun anymore. XD

Part of educating yourself is familiarizing yourself both sides of an issue (Jd-, DCTP).

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